Sometimes, I feel I don't deserve you.
Sometimes, I know, but take you for granted anyway.
Some days, I lie awake wondering about you.
Some days, all I think about is myself.
Most days, I come up with a plan to thank you.
Most ways, I end up bringing your kindness to shame.
Sometimes, I plan to make up for my selfishness.
Sometimes, I make up excuses for myself.
Some days, I'm ready to change the way I am.
Some days, I wait until tomorrow to make a difference.
Most days, I can find a friend to come along for the ride.
Though some day, there will be no one by my side.
yep. that pretty much explains it. i'm a bad friend. i expect your best, while you get my worst. i'm sorry. that's pretty lame, i know. i can say i'll change, but i'm pretty sure i won't. wouldnt want to let anyone down again.
